Disoriented Thoughts

On occasions, I have been intrigued by the pattern I saw which is that (World)History repeats itself in all forms even though efforts are made to try to prevent them from happening, on massive scales. But now as new information made their way into my attention, me being me starts to try to get to the bottom of it. Why? Circumstances? Man-made circumstances? Human flaws? The result of the continuous old battle between devil and angel? Solution? All questions, no concrete solutions. Freak!! I seriously pray that it's 'no concrete solutions yet'.

(Impulsive)Denial in face of uncertainty and fear is fatal, though inevitable.

Food for thought

Recently, I came across an article which caught my attention. It was 《自污》by 李邪。Bascially, the topic was how we view the physical body, whether it is humans who made their bodies sinful or the body itself is sinful(my appologies, I really don't know how to translate this properly) I particularly find the following extract interesting and meaningful.
"我的手，是清白的，直到我的欲念催它掠夺。
我的眼，就只是眼球角膜，直到我驱动它去仇视。
我的嘴，只是两块肌肉，直到我利用它去诬蔑。
我的舌头，只是一堆神经线，直到我摆布它去当鸡婆。
我的心，也只是一个震动的肉块，直到我掐住它去嫉恨。”--《自污》李邪著