有时忍不住体验到秀芝妮（一部戏的角色）的感受。。。 走近最耀眼的“太阳”，从内到外染上“太阳”的颜色和光芒； salt stings wounds, and wounds may be oblivious to the wounded, and may hate the salt for hurting self. But salt heals. A person with wounds and yet is a salt, how complicated one would feel...having others hating self for being that bright and stinging, while self's wounds sting even more when others curl up into balls of spikes. But yet refusing to stay away from the pure salt, "the sun", for its promises and gifts from Him. while fearing of ending up like the black phoenix due to the extreme emotions of hurt caused by the spikes, and expectations from and of the pure salt...the sight of wounds hurts, how much more seeing the whole process...be it on self or others...but hardening of heart would eventually lead to indifference, and worldly...probably then alternative is distancing oneself from the emotions evoked...better still seek deeper into the "sun"... PS: those who only have darkness inside their hearts, would think badly of this and thus react accordingly to what they see it as because they would not believe it is possible or that the "sun" is able to sustain me to walk within the boundaries set by Him, while experiencing and feeling all these...while some others who think it's not possible because they had not traded upon this path, no hard feelings towards the latter group... (9th sep) 后续： “Spiritual warfare: at one of its greatest intensity is not juz on the spiritual level but in all aspects...for darkness hates light and light hates darkness. Whenever the lights shine forth, darkness will try to prevail...and the greater intensity of the light, the greater attack from the prince of darkness but fear not for decisive battle had been already won by the prince of light”--14th sep fb