Yappy, A levels are over!!!!Sorry, I just felt like letting it loose. Haha, it does not sound like the 冰月 in this blog. K. Now switch. Back to the more familiar 冰月。
Things happen for reasons and sometimes, the reasons only dawn on us after a period of time. Maybe not dawn but some other words like, realise or the effect of the 'things' felt. It happened to me a few times and quite recently,during this period of time where it happened consequtively. Back then, I was so super stressed and stretched almost to a breaking point that when I saw a channel to relate it to one of them as I happened to interact and thus opened up with the person. I ended up blurting out everything, including the past which best left buried, except for the names of the parties involved. I was quite worried that I had let out too much and said something that I would seriously regret due to obligations, hurting others unintentionally. Recently, the others, including the person realised who those parties were and there are some changes in some of those people's attitudes, in all aspect, showing signs of changing into a better person, including becoming stronger. Only, now then I realised that I had not fufilled my agreement to 'walk in the light', not caring about the dark corners in the light nor being burnt, if it is possible in the light, and had only, truely done that in that very moment which I was so worried about. The hardships and obstacles in life were not just to mould one into a better person but to also spur others on and become a candle in the dark, touching other's lives.
PS: Even as I was typing this entry and after publishing it, I deliberated many times between the choice of delecting it or posting it.
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