Thought to also post it here as there's some important matters/issues embedded in it...


"Guess I got too concerned with marks instead of the process...and I did changed the base article two times towards the deadline...still, lost sight of what's the most important thing: it's not the results but the learning process...good thing that the Lord pulled me back, can't say anything about His method though...^^ I wasn't that concerned about my results for quite some time already...guess it's really when the subtle messages get into one's subconsciousness and from the subconsciousness being brought out into the conscious mind...I knew that many ppl were watching my grades...and I knew what they are thinking...true, results reflects one's capability and one's effort but it's not always the case. It's a "may", not a confirmatory statement/fact. I do better in the background than in the spotlight. That's a fact. Until I overcome my learned lesson how harsh humans can be, and downright disrespectful (respectful meaning that seeing the other as just a human being as oneself). As long as it is morally upright, any job is worthy to be respected.

If results are the ultimate goal, what's the meaning of life then? What happens when the goal, i.e. results, are reached? Why are there so many ppl feeling a sense of emptiness, or at times even overwhelming emptiness, especially in the era and place where there is sufficient food and shelter (and in the era where success is equated with wealth, as more wants can be satisfied)?"
            --26/12/13 fb status