Perhaps it's time to speak up about this, and good thing (frm my perspective--my human weakness) that this blog's traffic isn't that huge (from the stats per post: the one that is visible on the post lists on the dashboard besides each post)...And I don't think many would try to and dare to claim that this experience was experienced by them. I'm only speaking up because of certain things since it has come to this--most of the things seemed to be revealed--as in the human/reality stuff...
I still don't have answers to these except that I know that it's His way of telling me that He's always with me, and comforting me when I needed comfort, especially when no one can reach me: the depths of it--reality: no one is always by one's side, there are times when one is alone, really alone--physically alone, cognitively alone. True (actually, I don't think that anyone would claim that it was them), it was me who--I don't know how to put it in words--there was a few times last time, when I was sad, that kind of sadness that pours straight out of the depths of my heart and I looked out of the window--there were trees and, thus of cause, leaves--and there was a gust of wind that blew forth and the leaves swayed and it was only the area that I looked at. And another time, I was feeling a little mischievous, and also from the depths of my heart, I was blowing at the candle that was a few feet away from where I was sitting, and a gust of wind juz appeared near the candle--the flame flicked to one side. And another time, I sneezed, juz purely, simply sneezed without thinking about anything, and then the leaves that were outside the window rustled, and the thing is the window was closed! That shocked me, and it was a few times, so it seemed as though
These are different from eye contact in human/animals interaction! The eyes are windows of the soul. It's hard to hide one's actual emotions that is reflected in one's eyes. Some ppl who witnessed both of these and thought that my eyes were magical or witchcraft. And of cause, there's also those things about Armageddon and the eyes thingy (I won't say which domination but the domination wasn't in the list of domination that I posted earlier on)--it was during end of 2012, 2011, around that time period. Many matters, events, mindsets, concepts, and beliefs collided together, and formed this whole messy snowball.

3 comments:
全然为你
http://youtu.be/FcEwLmR78jQ
蔷薇
http://icyelimworld.wordpress.com/2011/10/26/%e8%94%b7%e8%96%87/
霜
http://icyelimworld.wordpress.com/2012/04/25/%e9%9c%9c/
曾经--别人还在为有没有玩伴烦恼、闹变扭时
琐碎心灵,复何望?
支离破碎,复何为?
伤口在内,望似无。
泪似冰,颦似灿;
痛楚如河,流无止,
清澈如河,清澈如河,
忘痛难也,治痛难望。
苦不勘言,望无望。
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