After studying and reading on one of the chapters in syst. theology, a thought just came to mind. I wrote it in my notebook (a combi of biblical version of 随堂笔记 and 习字本) quite a long while ago, and heard the similar, is it called a message(?), thing during a sermon or a sharing (there's a limit to memory capacity...)  (weird I know, to those sceptical ones, and to those who tend to generalize things easily, don't study and read just for the sake of wanting to get spiritual predomination etc, that will be superstition.It's just a fine line between revelation and superstition, when one is bent on getting a revelation but the motive is wrong and becomes superstition, it's very easy to get misled. Instead, study His words for what it is. Whether or not one receive such gifts or grant a deeper level of understandings to this kind of matters is up to Him to give.)...

The truth stands. That's the unchanging fact. Therefore, at times, the truth will be mingled with untruths, such that it seems as though the untruths is the truth, but when the real test comes, only the part that has the truth will stand. And that's when the untruths will be revealed.

Hindsight: seriously, why is there a misunderstanding of things? I know that my prayers, thank God it's now some of them, are being 'heard' (to those who can't grasp it, bear with me. I also find it extremely absurd at the beginning but after I sort of understood it, the mechanisms behind it, the absurdity reduced greatly.), but seriously, I'm very tempted to think that those who 'hear' my thoughts etc. have very little knowledge of Christianity.

Matthew 7

New International Version (NIV)

Ask, Seek, Knock

⁷ “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. ⁸ For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
⁹ “Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? ¹⁰ Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? ¹¹ If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! ¹² So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.

K. There's something wrong with the format...I can't seem to un-bold the extract. But anyways,  therefore it's alright to ask Him, i.e. "grant me the wisdom to discern the way of life from the way of the wayward". But as I mentioned, it is always up to Him when to grant and what to grant, and of cause, if the request is against His attributes, He of cause won't grant the request.

(30/10: to those who trust what those sayings said I prayed: I hear(d) my prayers got twisted, when I'm praying and there's another voice repeating as though it was conveying my prayer to don't know who, but apparently to other ppl, my prayers got twisted especially when it is closer to His will and is poured out in the Holy Spirit. The important things is WHEN I GET TO THE PART 这样祷告是奉我主耶稣基督的圣名祈求啊amen, the words got horribly twisted and changed. According to Him,  John 4:1-3 ESV / " Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, and every spirit that does not confess Jesus is not from God. This is the spirit of the antichrist, which you heard was coming and now is in the world already."
So, that's why I strongly get a sense that the empowerment behind those voices, and the ability to hear my thoughts etc. directly from my mind is not from God, and it's a number of times already. I know what I did was dangerous but it was very suspicious. I tried praying the Lord's prayer, and the words got twisted, especially the ending part, I tried reciting the apostle's creed, and the content got twisted, I tried reading the book of Matthews, the voice that was loosely repeating ignored me, and I heard other voices saying ignore that bible, it's fake. That's when I decided to ignore the voices totally (though I'm still able to hear them, at times clearly, at times the voices sounded faded into the background). And that shows that the motive behind these things are very obvious, and there's many layers/level (literature meaning) to it. )