It seems as though those rumours or gossips, the longer they were spread, the more saturated these false facts are into one's mind. And these rumours or gossips strife on facts that I didn't reveal, and especially in black and white, and it causes some to stumble, especially when these actual facts are claimed to be owned by others. And to say the truth, I don't really like to be in the spotlight...and also the perceived consequences to those so hence the delayed act...and a fellow brother or sister in Christ can say, I lacked faith in this matter too...my introvert weakness...

And just a reminder, when one declare that one is in an organisation etc., remember that one is part of the organisation and whatever one says or does, one is representative of the whole organisation. e.g. others will not see you as an individual but whatever you do, public's perception of the whole organisation will be affected.

Oh, and it's that much I can reveal about myself. Anything more would be an invasion of privacy, for most, it's already almost an invasion of privacy to them. Not gonna reveal which area I'm staying etc, I'm referring to the facebook profile...don't think that trying to guess which area i'm staying at and spreading the speculation would force me to reveal again which area i'm staying, which some strangers had tracked down by themselves, at the beginning of those posts which sort of reflected my frustrations and irritations of my surroundings. and not just where I stayed but the places which I usually go to. And dunno whether it's those strangers or others who got hold of the information somehow, tried some funny stuff, and spread malicious rumours that are not true i.e. somehow I got the blame for all sorts of bad things that happened... k. better stop now before it becomes a complaining post...

Just a slip of mind :But then really have to thank God for the distortion of some facts i.e. my birthday date, it's not 22nd nov nor 24th nov, and the home address, and my ic no. somehow or rather they can't type or say the accurate one, at least at that point in time when everything in against me, and i'm literally on the verge of breaking out in 怨气...thank God for protection.

for some 无心成有心；
for some 有心装无心。
but still for some, it's just simply 有心或无心.