complications

One of the main ' root' complications that I was worried abt in previous posts were abt those who were involved I.e. my friends,  those who were not so kind to me etc...would be under scrutiny. Since my address, real name etc. were somehow known, it wasnt a big leap from knowing who they were. My private blog seemed to have leaked previously a few years ago or probably two years ago--it was during the period where a lot of ppl's blogs, online accounts were hacked. And one of the reasons i knew it was due to getting those malicious comments almost right into my face when I was out with my friends and the contents of the malicious comments were on the contents of my private blog, just that they mistook me for the person that was mentioned in the blog (but I was the one who owned and wrote the private blog--my PRIVATE DAIRY)   But then after that when things got tough, I invited one or two friends onto the private blog. So, those who know the content of the private blog might be from either groups, and some ppl can mislead others into believing the altered content of the private blog because i haven't open the private blog to the online public. Thank God I changed the colours of the names my friends so that the names didn't show but then it allowed others to claimed that they are the person who had those things happened to them and allowed others to malign me (either as the perpetrator or altered the content such that it made me seem like a bad, wicked person ...)

*and I forgot to mention that there's also another group besides the hackers and my friend(s). I got so frustrated that I posted an entry in this blog http://icyelimworld.blogspot.sg/2011/12/to-future-readers-posted-on-october-28.html?m=1
And in the last para: "For those who want to check and see the validity of it , check it through legal means."

(I think I did mention before in a few posts or in the comments section before that I started to  get frustrated with my surroundings when the rumors started and became intense)

And here's another post from my private blog which I reposted it on this blog as I find it meaningful

http://icyelimworld.blogspot.sg/2010/06/lifes-like-that.html?m=1

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Looking at the old posts, especially the ones that were posted frm my private blog reminds me of a thought:

Is my posts so 引人注目that it caught the attention of politics such that some of them tried to make my road so tough...and I wasnt even interested in going into that arena...in fact I had always tried to stay away frm it...tried...if it was my wish, I'd had in fact run away frm it, like Jonah in the Bible...

Now I know...-_-|||