Salt and light

The definition of salt for this post :
                     

Salt and Light

¹³ “You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot.
¹⁴ “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. ¹⁵ Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. ¹⁶ In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

I am like a salt...and there's no going back: there's no reason to go back, and there's no way to go back...which was one of the reason why I stood so far away from those who want to come close to me, especially towards those nice people who are attracted to me. If they are not salt, they'll become salt. But if they reject it, the interpersonal relation would sour, especially when the attraction is not through the Holy Spirit. Jealousy and pride would kick in, and aggression and verbal abuse might follow. Well, apparently it already somehow did happened though as I mentioned in the previous post, I didn't talk much, and to say the truth, those verbal abuse etc., I didn't even talk to them...-_-|||

PS: someone's prayer might be answered, it seems He is already setting things in motion...eh, somehow this post got into a different meaning when I wanted to write this post--I was thinking about the implications of adding fb info--but then well, many things have been set into motion, so well...

And since I'm on this topic, seriously, why do I get all the blames for others' failed relationships! All I did was these posts...I get all sorts of verbal comments while in public places (not so intense now as compared to two/three years ago...) seriously all those unwanted attention, thinking that I enjoyed it...it was totally irritating, intimidating and frustrating, and angering...

And seriously,  if I really did all those things that the human mind think that I did e.g. the things of the flesh (refer to Galatians 5:19-21 or that post http://icyelimworld.blogspot.sg/2013/09/still-uncertain-whether-to-post-this-or.html?m=1 ), would I be able to withstand the trial that those gossips and rumors brought about? The fears of my own personal safety at stake, whether or not they will carry out those threats. Furthermore, knowing exactly well the consequences of the acts of the flesh, though the news etc., I would had already kept far away from those acts of flesh. True, I have my weak times, but I still have Him to rely upon to pull me away from those urges especially of vengeance.

And there above is not just my own talks etc., there's a biblical support "

Ezekiel 33:12

New International Version (NIV)

¹² “Therefore, son of man, say to your people, ‘If someone who is righteous disobeys, that person’s former righteousness will count for nothing. And if someone who is wicked repents, that person’s former wickedness will not bring condemnation. The righteous person who sins will not be allowed to live even though they were formerly righteous."